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Post by azazel on May 9, 2009 22:14:36 GMT -5
No matter what, I'm always keeping you in sight... She couldn't help but remember those words as she glanced out over the dark abyss that stretched before her. On both sides tall buildings rose, like another bar of this cage, and far below them lay that wonderful freedom... That asphalt. It was her only heaven in this hell hole, this... shadow that her world had turned into in that split second. As if in encouragement a breeze pushed her forward, blowing her straight black hair forward, causing her view to be curtained from the rest of the world. There were so many easier ways to do what she was planning to do now, There was the old-time sense of threaded Judgement. [If You didnt get that it means to hand ones self.] Or her fathers blast of ignorance... But none seemed quite as poetic as the old fashion flight of freedom. If only he hadn't let her leave that night, this wouldn't be happening... He wouldn't have to live with that guilt for the rest of his life.
What if I showed them all? What if he wasn't there to save me? She leaned forward, casting a horrified glance over the concrete ledge. She was horrified because he truely wasn't here to save her, she was all alone for the first time in two years. She didn't have his strength to protect her from the harsh of the cold winters, or his sweet personality to make up for her when she fell short... She didn't have anything without him, she had absolutely nothing. Amongst her most common dreams walked the familiar green eyes, brown haired boy that had saved her from some sort of death... But he couldn't always save her. Especially not from the harsh glares of the public... not from real life. With that thought she turned around, thinking about him as always and how he had already saved her from this. Yet, after all she had done to him, still he had come back, ready to save her from her plunge.
--- This is personal because it happened to me, just recently... It makes me cry to think of all the ways I have been saved... Now we are fighting and this was all I could do to put my feelings into words... |
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